I’ve had a song stuck in my head for a dozen years reeling I’d be better off dead
Lyrics pondered, wondered, tied forever into my brain matter
Could be hybridized or simply lies but it left me paralyzed
My mind is like a volatile bundle of forgotten times
Forget people names and places but remembering some stupid rhymes
From better times, I draw a new line right here at this moment
Promise myself it will change but I’m still focused on this mission
Pissing resources away but not towards a better box but instead toward this equinox
It’s the depression
Hoping my life might feel shorter after I crack this mystery
Questing hard for what I’ve lost that’s forgotten by history
I know this story is dumb and something that is never won
But a few leads, so what, how will I feel if it is done
So I sit in the 3am silence while the ringing in my ears like violence
Are you gonna knock are you gonna come in and navigate this sanctuary of sin
Within which I suffer myself and others quietly and wallow in all hate
End it all turn out the lights but you know that you cannot kill what you did not create
Mystery me with a dumb vision making promises he doesn’t keep
A vague understanding that I’ll never show up making promises I doesn’t keep
Keep keep keep keep keep keep making promises he doesn’t keep
…………. Making promises he doesn’t keep
It’s the depression
If I believe I’m wrong that makes me right most of the time as standard
It all falls apart into pieces in flame if I tried my best and planned hard
What an introspect, go and blame the architect, if the building falls apart
Who can I take to court for the failings and weaknesses of the human heart
You blame the one who made the car if the engine doesn’t start
You blame the one who led you to make mistakes based on the wisdom they impart
You blame the one who wrote the books when reading doesn’t make you smart
Who can I take to court for the failings and weaknesses of the human heart
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